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HELLO~ today was an awesome day.
Emo post:
Person1: you tried so hard to keep it together i know. but we all know that it's splitting into two. it was not like this. you shaped it, you forced it into this way. if not would it be so unbalanced? you know it. you forced it. i can see it bring further and further everyday. it hurts to see you know. sometimes i'm just so pissed with myself, why can't i do anything. and it's just so disturbing, it's like this thorn between us.
Person2: idk how you did it. how you could make me feel like this. a feeling i never felt like before. so constrained, so restrained and so unable to breathe. you. with you, all sorts of things happened. and they are all unhappy events. all of them. you know it we know it. it's the third time happening. everytime it happens it's like Dejavu. the same thing happens again and again. do you know how you make me feel? i'm just a bottle. i bottle up all my sad feelings. i don't show it, idw ppl to feel sad for me. i want to be happy. you have to spoil it all. bottle has its limits and mine is going to explode. soon. very soon.
Alot of person: you all dk what its like. all this things i was pretending, so much for my happy ending. i wear a mask, you see my mask everyday. nobody could see through it. never. only two. and you all are not even one of them. you think wou all can just throw words at me and thinks that i don't mind. but i do. i just don't wanna say it. what diff does it makes?
/EDIT: (15jan2010)
Person 3: I don't know how to say this. we used to be okay but sometimes you are damn irritating. you shoot down every word i say. you just have to shoot you down. does it make you feel better? shooting me down, so fun isit? and you have to sort of steal my friend. i talk to this person then you will come in and keep talking to her. you just have to make me awkward. and point out every mistake at me and keep laughing at me. and say all those hurtful words. do you know how mush it hurts. it pierces through mu heart. my patience has limits, i almost exploded today. i wanted to cry. i wanted to scold you. i wanted to give you a big scolding down and make you feel so embarrassed. i wanted to slap you. i wanted to kick you. i wanted to punch you. i wanted to kick you in your guts. i wanted to do alot of things. AND LASTLY FCUK OFF. for all the things that you've done. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S IT'S LIKE SO JUST SHUDDUP AND GET LOST.
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HELLO~ today was an awesome day.
Emo post:
Person1: you tried so hard to keep it together i know. but we all know that it's splitting into two. it was not like this. you shaped it, you forced it into this way. if not would it be so unbalanced? you know it. you forced it. i can see it bring further and further everyday. it hurts to see you know. sometimes i'm just so pissed with myself, why can't i do anything. and it's just so disturbing, it's like this thorn between us.
Person2: idk how you did it. how you could make me feel like this. a feeling i never felt like before. so constrained, so restrained and so unable to breathe. you. with you, all sorts of things happened. and they are all unhappy events. all of them. you know it we know it. it's the third time happening. everytime it happens it's like Dejavu. the same thing happens again and again. do you know how you make me feel? i'm just a bottle. i bottle up all my sad feelings. i don't show it, idw ppl to feel sad for me. i want to be happy. you have to spoil it all. bottle has its limits and mine is going to explode. soon. very soon.
Alot of person: you all dk what its like. all this things i was pretending, so much for my happy ending. i wear a mask, you see my mask everyday. nobody could see through it. never. only two. and you all are not even one of them. you think wou all can just throw words at me and thinks that i don't mind. but i do. i just don't wanna say it. what diff does it makes?
/EDIT: (15jan2010)
Person 3: I don't know how to say this. we used to be okay but sometimes you are damn irritating. you shoot down every word i say. you just have to shoot you down. does it make you feel better? shooting me down, so fun isit? and you have to sort of steal my friend. i talk to this person then you will come in and keep talking to her. you just have to make me awkward. and point out every mistake at me and keep laughing at me. and say all those hurtful words. do you know how mush it hurts. it pierces through mu heart. my patience has limits, i almost exploded today. i wanted to cry. i wanted to scold you. i wanted to give you a big scolding down and make you feel so embarrassed. i wanted to slap you. i wanted to kick you. i wanted to punch you. i wanted to kick you in your guts. i wanted to do alot of things. AND LASTLY FCUK OFF. for all the things that you've done. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S IT'S LIKE SO JUST SHUDDUP AND GET LOST.
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